all that is essential is invisible to the eye 1 can only see rightly w/the heart

yay :)

Mon, 13 Sep 2004 03:08:59 GMT

awww this weekend was great. i went surfing on friday and saturday, and on friday tyler vince was there and later during like 6 me ashley and helen went in the water and he was swimming to his friend and helen yelled out tyler your hot and they both went under the water but i didnt know so i was the only one standing and now im friends with him which is really cool cuz when we were leaving hes like dont be shy and we started talking and then on saturday he paddled over to me and started talking awww hess sooo cute and nice i love him!! and he has the most beautiful fricken eyes too!

tired

Mon, 06 Sep 2004 08:20:48 GMT

got back from my lake trip today it was pretty fun. i got to drive the sea-doos and almost tipped over so that was fun, me and little andrew whos 8 went to the falls it was this waterfall thing that was like a slide and it was really fun too. i was really disappointed because i didnt get to go wakeboarding like i wanted to which owas the main thing i was looking forward into. :( anyways im going to the commons tomorrow with parker charles and coltan and hopefully ashley ema and samantha can get a ride so that will be fun considering i havent hung out with my friends for a while now. im really not ready to go back to school i havent got any of the crap that i need im scerred. anyways. im tired later

wahh..

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 20:14:42 GMT

i found these really cute mocassins on ebay for 35.00 and the type of mocassin is a company called toa something like that and they have a flower beaded design with buttons going up the side and they are soo cute but this other stupid bidder went up to 69.00 so now im the highest bidder at 70.00 but i dont know if i wanna pay that much but that would of been such a good deal if they stayed in the thirdys. aww whenever i want something something always goes wrong..arrgg ill find some one of these days.

aww how cute!

Thu, 26 Aug 2004 06:35:08 GMT

look at my brother!~awww~

Banki doing is face! real name is frankie but thats waht i call him.when our indonesion baby sitter said his name it sounded like she was saying banki so now i call him that.

Banki doing his face agian!

Banki covering his hears from me being really loud and hyper..aww i love this kid!

Isa-Asien (on the right) and Sophia (left ovbiouslly~ my cousins

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

Sun, 22 Aug 2004 00:16:53 GMT

TODAYS HOLLY BIELERS BIRTHDAY AND SHES GONNA BE 14 I THINK AWW SHES GETTING SOO OLD...I WISH I COULD OF CAME OVER TODAY BUT HER MOM WAS DOING THIS PARTY THING SO I GUESS I COULDNT I DONT KNOW BUT I MISS HER SOO MUCH AND WE GET TO HANG OUT THE WEEK AFTER NEXT WOOHOO...LOVE YA

....

Sun, 22 Aug 2004 00:02:48 GMT

wow i havent typed in this in a really long time! today i went to target with me madra and we got some shit then i came home and listened to my knew led zeppelin and queen cd and cleaned my room cuz it was a peiece of shit...then my sisters room was really pissing me off so i decided to move it around but shes probably gonna get really pissed off even though it looks really good...aww another great creation by carle! what can i say.. thats my great day..aww im soo excited for the chili cook off!!!!!

hello

Sat, 14 Aug 2004 05:54:15 GMT

im soo fricken tired.but i really wanna watch a movie. but if i buy it i will probably fall alseep on the couch and id rather sleep in my bed..anyways enough with this crap today was really boring i stayed home by myself and pretty much did nothing watched tv. computer.and took a nap cuz i got really bored i didnt know what to do with myself. and tomorrow i think im going to a movie with ema and ashley to see the village. which should be cool i guess. and im gonna go to sleep.later

cool.

Fri, 13 Aug 2004 02:49:20 GMT

on tuesday i went to newport with ashley ema and ariel and it was soo fun!! and really nice and i really wanna live there for like a year or so and just see how i like it cuz i really like it there but i dont know where id live soo that kinda screws me over..anyways yesturday i went to universal studios and it was really fun besides the fact that i almost threw up...for reasons i wont say.yah soo now im home and im really bored and i wanna go to the movies with parker and charles finster but i dont know if i can.alright.

fun!....this was from last week..

Mon, 09 Aug 2004 06:31:18 GMT

Attitude.Attitude.All the way

Ashley Samantha And Carle's Fashion Show...hope you like

Ashley as jlo!

YEEEHAAA! Me as a cowgirl!

Samantha as a Sporty person!

Me Ashley and Samantha

Me Ashley Samantha And Parker.

The cutest fricken picture of AShley...MY LOVE!! AWW..your soo cute!

Happy Birthday Parker!

Sat, 07 Aug 2004 06:21:35 GMT

Today was parkers birthday and it was really fun, me sam and ashley went over to his house around one and then we just layed around and watched tv and what not. then we went swimming in his pool and jacuzzi and got bored of that so we went down to the beach and the water was really nice and not cold at all! damn..anyways. Im sorry for being mad at you about ditching us, i probably would have ditched me too for the x-games. And Harry broke his back this morning at makos. and we all called him, and hes coming home from the hospital tomorrow! but he wont be able to walk fully untill 2 months. i feel horrible! I LOVE YOU HARRY!!!!!! IM GONNA TRY AND VISIT YOU ON SUNDAY! and when you can walk fully we need to hang out. I love you soo much even though you arent gonna read this thats ok. muah!

eat my butt....parker

Fri, 06 Aug 2004 06:10:10 GMT

ema and i woke up early to get dropped off at samanthas house. then me samantha ashley and ema walked down to hows to get cake mix to make a cake for parker. it was so beautiful. then we went to emas to get dressed up and made a show up and everything. and then we call and find out that hes at the fucking x-games. and we planned our whole day for him! and he wasnt there! damn bitch....arrg

damn!

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 07:15:23 GMT

wow..a couple weeks ago i was at cross creek with my aunt and two little cousins. and we went into toy crazy and let me tell you the hottest guy worked there. im in love. if hes in his 20s that what about like 8 years apart. ill just have to get his number and then call him when i turn 20 ha. im a genuis. anyways he was soo hot. he had long brown hair. you know what i mean by long, not freakish long but how everyone has it. with a hat beanie but the hat part was in the back and it was blue knitted fabric with a orange and green stripe. then a blue vintage style shirt jeans and slip on vans. and about mine and ashleys color skin. damn i cant get over him. i need to see this guy again and get his number or something or a picture at least. rarr...soo fricken sexy.

hm.

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 07:02:17 GMT

i really want pictures on my live journal. someone please tell carle how. wah. thank you

blah

Mon, 02 Aug 2004 00:12:25 GMT

i just got home from big bear..interesting trip and i wanna go to the movies with ema ashley erika and ariel but i might have to play tennis tomorrow so i dont know if i can long story. anyways im really bored and i wanna do soemthing. alright im done

Fri, 30 Jul 2004 20:08:53 GMT

Awww..katie guess what song im listening to!! soldier boy!! that brings back soo many memories! i love you we need to hang out but i dont know your number i have to get it muahhh!!

hmm..

Fri, 30 Jul 2004 19:42:15 GMT

today im leaving for big bear. and i really dont want to id rather stay home and hang out with my friends and parker and what not but i cant soo whatever. and i tryied calling parker but he hung up on me or we disconnected and then i called back and it went to his answering machine and then i called agian and then it picked up and then hung up so i dont know if hes avoiding me or not and its really pissing me off. so wahtever well im gonna go watch tv peace

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 03:39:04 GMT

This weekend was kinda boring considering my parents went to las vegas and i was left with the beautiful job of babysitting my little brother. how fun!.anways. in some ways im dissapointed because my mom told me about a pair of jeans that she got for me and i had imagined them to be a lot cutier than they turned out to be. they arent ugly i just cant decide whether i like them or not and i know if i keep them i will probably end up not wearing them so i dont know what to do. and then she told me about these other pants that sounded really cute and i want them but i dont know if i will like them or not so im screwed. anyways enough about this pant crap. i watched a movie the french kiss somethin like that and it was really cute i recomend it. pretty much this whole weekend i sat on a couch and watched movies but i saw some good movies so it didnt turn out so bad after all. well thats my exciting weekend for ya later

why???

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 05:13:05 GMT

why the fuck is everyone soo fucking mean to me. uhh im so fucking pissed off. everyone takes advantage of me and calls me stupid and shit and im really getting fucking sick of it. before i just delt with it and i still do cuz i dont do anything about it but its getting really fucking anoyying. i need more respect from people and i dont seem to be getting that. carle your so fucking stupid. your retarded. no shutup. uhhh fuckkk you all. its soo anoyying. and from now on im sticking up for myself whether i seem like a bitch when i do it or not. people are gonna think im bitch cuz they are used to me not caring and just laughing trying to make a joke out of it but im sick of doing that and im not going to put up with peoples shit anymore..

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 02:05:33 GMT

hhmm.. this past week ive been going to the beach and i got really fricken dark. anyways. and i did some other stuff but i dont wanna say for ovbious reasons. yes. on like tuesday me and helen went to the beach and we were laying down and then all of sudden we heard hey and we looked up and these two guys were standing over us and was like hey wats your names and we told him our names and then he asked the age and crap and everything else everyone asks when you first meet them. and then one of them was like hey do you think we can come back over here later and get some screenames or phone numbers. and helen said uhh sure. and so we decided to leave after about 30 mins. and then we walked passed them trying not to see them and they said hey what about that phone number or sn and helen said we arent allowed to have a sn but i can give you my number. and then she gave him one of our friends number but they dont know so we will see how that turns out. it was funny when we were there. alright im bored later

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 04:53:54 GMT

I'm really bored. cuz helen and erika just left my house. and we were all sopposed to go to erikas but my mom decided to not let me go. but i really wanna go surfing tomorrow and i dont know if i can or not. although my dad is going to the beach tomorrow and im gonna meet up with helen tomorrow. and im getting really angry becuase parker isnt answering his cell phone becuase he never does and its really anoyying ucz i need to ask him something arrg and my teeth really fucking hurt cuz i just went to the orthodontist and im pissed off

cute and funny

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 02:35:48 GMT

last night i was at lizs with erika and lizs cousin. and it was kevin lizs little brothers birthday and he had 6 little friends over and they were soo cute. i fell in love with tailen at first but then i switched to luca. and we decided to give them a little taste of girls and played spin the bottle with them. except hug style and when you landed on the same person three times you had to kiss them on the cheek. and what do you know i landed on luca three times. and he had us go into another room and hes like ok dont tell anyone and he was soo cute. and then i asked him if hed be my boyfriend for the night and he said yes and he was so cute! and then i kept hugging him and hes like ok thats enough and just what he did was soo cute. and then there is zed with his little australlian accent!..~no!~ when he says its soo cute and i got to kiss him too aww i love them all damn im either too old or young why cant i be in a good generation aw.

happy

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 02:28:14 GMT

YAY!!! i just found out that it wasnt ashley. but at least now she knows the truth if she was wondering.. i feel really good about getting that out. i felt like i was hiding something but now its out. so yay! i love you ashley and whatever people say about you isnt true. xoxoxox kisseshugskisseshugsxoxoxox

confused

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 02:22:45 GMT

i was online and ashley my bestiest friend went online too..and she told me she hated me and that i talk a lot of shit about her. but in reality i dont. i have a friend that talked shit and i wasnt thinking. and i dont wanna fight agiasnt her cuz i didnt wanna start an argument so i just agreed. knowing in my head what the truth was. i feel soo bad about it. but i love you to death ashley. and i dont mean anything. i just didnt wanna start so i agreed. but then agian i dont know if it was ashley on the computer becuase back in the day max emas brother went on helens sn and said shit like that to all her friends so im really confused. wahh....

angry and happy

Tue, 13 Jul 2004 19:36:26 GMT

Yesturday, ashley told me she saw my love (tyler vince) and that he got a hair cut and he looked really sexy. and plus with what he was wearing it looked even sexier. and now im really angry cuz im really anxious to go see him. arrrgg... why do you always see the good fucking people you bitch..well thats ok cuz i saw tyler going to the beach in a wetsuit that was half way down holding his surfboard. and let me tell you that was one sexy ass man! alright im over it now. im gonna go get some ice cream~mmmmm~!

bored

Mon, 12 Jul 2004 23:40:57 GMT

Its monday still and i just got home from cross creek. And tomorrows gonna suck cuz im not gonna be able to do anything cuz everyones off to work and it will be lonely me in a house with no where to go.. YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS.PARTY! hells yah..anyways im really bored so i just decided to right in my journal thing about the boring time im having and will havent tomorrow..man oh man..this sure is fun